Birth Chart

[Joachim Boettger]

Hello,

Since I am a Nubie to many themes mentioned in nutopia, including astrology, I would like my birth-chart being looked at by someone who knows better.

I found a website,which did a rough overview about the aspects based on algorithms, which I found quite useful, so I attached it,but it lacks the human touch.

So I would be pleased if someone shared some insights about the aspects with me.

[Moshe Daniel]

Hi Joachim, here is your birthchart for people to see easily.

I will share some basic things with you that I see. As you may know, a birth chart can tell volumes, huge information, about a person\’s whole life, their health, love, marriage, career. I will focus only on certain aspects that come to me, and leave it open to others to add something, if they so wish.

The most notable signs I see in your chart are a grand trine which also makes up a Grand Kite. Your grand trine is made up of the fire element – this means you have a blessing of \”fire\” energy. it is a good thing to have a grand trine – things come \’easily\’ – it is a blessing for you. you may call upon this element for confidence, for power. Be aware that fire can have a difficult time \”looking at itself\” and seeing its flaws / errors. You have a lot of scorpio – 5 planets / aspects in scorpio, which can counterbalance this firey tendency to not look at oneself, to just feel \”confident\” – however, it is very important for scorpios to be dedicated to looking deeply at the \”dark\” side of themselves, otherwise, scorpio becomes shallow and only deals with their dark side by becoming \”venomous\” and projecting their own darkness onto others.

So, the grand trine in fire – moon in aries, saturn in leo, and venus-neptune in Sag, also has the opposition between moon in aries in 10th house (career) and pluto in the 4th house in libra.
A grand kite has a special note of emphasis on the two planets of opposition with emphasis on the shorter side of the kite – so on the pluto in sagittarius.

this opposition is between home (4th house mother – nurture) and career – father. It is possible that your mother and father play a role in this, or it is just a situation of your life. both can also apply. if it is your father and mother – your father could have been quite selfish (Aries) and made you feel like career is so important you can be selfish to get it – ambition to be in your career makes you feel strong, independent. that sort of thing. You have to take all of this lightly, and look for the essence of what i am saying. i cannot predict exactly how this looks – but put to you the elements to understand for yourself, do you see?

however, there is this drive to also liberate the \”female\” – libra is ruled by venus (female) and is the 4th house – here you have PLUTO – so your mother could have been very powerful – a power struggle between your mother and your father is also possible – this \”power\” struggle, between the female and the male must be faced this lifetime – because that is the purpose of the Grand Kite – to find a balance in the opposing planets.
the \”key\” to liberation lies in the element which makes up the grand trine – which is fire – so through your own confidence and fiery zest in yourself, you can overcome this pattern in your family between your father and your mother. this will bring you joy and make you more your own person – rather than vascillating between these opposites of male and female – extremes.

this aspect is very interesting, because you have your north node in the 4th house – which means your soul is looking to evolve more toward the fourth house.
it means also you are more comfortable in this space of Aries in the 10th house of father, career. the 4th house of mother, nurturing is less comfortable for you, but you must make your way more into this energy – there you will find more power (pluto in the 4th) – and be transformed. when you do this, all the power inherent in all of your scorpio (ruled by pluto) will also be liberated (more confident in yourself – trusting you are a good person more – and less worry about who you are, less worry about the darkness of all your emotion – this is also part of the conflict with the Grand Kite – the moon is opposite the 4th house.
moon belongs in the fourth house, but you have it in the 10th house, which is ruled by capricorn – which is the least emotional, least developed moon space.
so this is your challenge, do you understand?

the degree of the moon is at 19Aries51, which is a close conjunct with the point of exaltation of the SUN – so here, there may be a strong need to have your emotions be SEEN… to be emotionally the center of attention, so to speak. this is also the point of blessings of the sun – the highest point in the sun\’s journey – so to have your moon here is to have the moon in the exact opposite point where it belongs – this is a challegne, therefore, to connect with your moon through all of your scorpio energy, and pluto, which also rules scorpio and is opposite your moon.

lots to process here.
let me know if you have any questions.

you have very special aspects. a lot of potential for deep power – but you must come more into touch with your \”feelings\” and less in your intellect /mind.

this will lead you to more balance.

may i suggest that in your profile, you select
\”male-female – working on the balance\” for your sex?
:laugh:

Moshe

I also like, for you, Jupiter in 27th dege

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[Joachim Boettger]

At first,I would like to thank You deeply for Your efforts for my birth chart and knowledge that You share with me.

It is somehow unbelievable,how the things that You mention play such major roles in my journey of life until now.

The language of the zodiac seems so universal and detailed simultanously,so open and so exact at the same time.

Thank You very much for sharing this with me,which is very helpful,since I found me mirrored so much.

Everything you say is very clear and speaks a lot to me,except the last challenge,which is about reaching the \”moon oppsite to my scorpio energies…\” so I guess that\’s where \”I\’m at\” at he moment,where my blind spot is….

What is associated with the moon in general?, what should I recognize or search for to reveal what\’s behind \”the moon in the opposite place where it belongs\”
my moon is in capricorn,unemotional place you write….

Shall I \”switch off my brain and be happy\”?…does it mean,my emotions are somehow suppressed by too much thinking,but the emotions provide the key to solve the Grand Kite Riddle?

Thank You

[Moshe Daniel]

Joachim Boettger wrote:

quote :

At first,I would like to thank You deeply for Your efforts for my birth chart and knowledge that You share with me.

It is somehow unbelievable,how the things that You mention play such major roles in my journey of life until now.

The language of the zodiac seems so universal and detailed simultanously,so open and so exact at the same time.

Thank You very much for sharing this with me,which is very helpful,since I found me mirrored so much.

Joachim, I am so happy to share with you. You\’re so welcome, and I truly hope that others will also respond, and share their insights. And that others feel, like you, free to share their birthcharts.

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Everything you say is very clear and speaks a lot to me,except the last challenge,which is about reaching the \”moon oppsite to my scorpio energies…\” so I guess that\’s where \”I\’m at\” at he moment,where my blind spot is….

it is a blind spot but you understand what I am saying? Or you don\’t understand what I am saying?

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What is associated with the moon in general?, what should I recognize or search for to reveal what\’s behind \”the moon in the opposite place where it belongs\”
my moon is in capricorn,unemotional place you write….

your moon is in aries, in the 10th house (which is ruled by capricorn) so it is a blend of the energy of the zodiac sign it is in (Aries) and the house it is in (Capricorn).
The zodiac sign is like the \”actor\” and the house is like the stage in which the actor walks / acts.

the moon, in a simple sense, deals with feelings, emotions. it is how you feel and process your emotion.

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Shall I \”switch off my brain and be happy\”?…does it mean,my emotions are somehow suppressed by too much thinking,but the emotions provide the key to solve the Grand Kite Riddle?
Thank You

you can\’t switch off your brain completely, but you can bring it more into balance with your emotion.
You may have \”exalted\” your brain / rational thinking over feeling. You may feel too vulnerable or weak when you feel emotional – or maybe too impulsive. you may have a \”poor\” relationship with your emotions, your feelings, and learned not to trust them, perhaps?

look, in your intro to us, here in Nutopia / ENL, you shared about God, about Love – through the lens of Science. IT\’s fine, because science and spirituality must meet together, but it is still through this rational scientific lens that the universe was \”explained\” to you. The feeling of the Universe is more powerful and deeper and more experiential than the idea of it.

[Joachim Boettger]

That is right and I see clearer now.

In the age of 17/18 I was really fancied by the idea of Stephen Hawking of \”finding the world formula\” but in the age of 19 it came to me the conclusion by something happening to me, that he was all wrong, and God would never let himself be described in a mathematical way, a formula,an algorithm,how mathematically beautiful it would ever be.It came to me that this was complete non-sense because I felt it was wrong, I was convinced that God could only be felt completely with the heart,that man could only feel \”one\” with the creator by an methaphysical experience. This has not changed since then.
But I was only able to overcome my ratio,my strong mind, to feel these complete oneness with the creator,the harmony,the warmth and benevolence like a mild though powerful light shining right in the middle of my conciousness only by literally losing my ratio/my mind. This occured twice and they brought me to hospital to cure it with psychopharmaka. It was not drug inflicted but moreover by the deep sruggles in my family beetween my mother and my father,a struggle of which I always felt responsible for to calm it.
So ratio and emotion got totally out of balance during these phases.
It was right and this was the way to follow and I am thankful that they were able to put my mind back in a status,where I was able again to master the life in this dualistic world, but I am also very thankful that I lost my mind,since I was able to experience this feeling that nothing bad happened with me by this two seizures of mental illness,because I was able to see and feel the light and it told me to have no fear. And I was without fear, though at the maximum of my vulnerability.

I think I became a lot more balanced since then,letting my ratio not be shut down so drastically to experience this feeling,willing to open up more towards feeling.
Maybe I should try to medidate,to listen to my heart more closely,so it does not need to violently break through by mental seizures.
I only use to calm myself sometimes by mentally speaking\”om\” before falling asleep,which I took from the book \”Siddhartha\”by Hermann Hesse.
I would like to learn how this is done properly.

I will give more details of the whole story,if someone wishes me to, but I will stop here,since it is off topic.

I would once again like to thank You,Moshe that You revealed,that this struggle of mother and father force was always there written in my zodiac,and I welcome the next experiences my fate or I myself will bring up for me in that respect or others of my chart.

I now understand also why You proposed to change my gender to \”male-female-working on the balance\”…At first I had mistaken it for a description of sexual orientation, but now I realized that it is nothing like that but gender represents much more, how far the balance of male female is present in once personal soul-journey…

[Moshe Daniel]

Joachim,

Thank you for sharing so openly, and for your kind heart.

It is incredibly important to recognize what the \”intention\” or the \”push\” is behind letting go of the rational mind. When it is done in the peace and quiet of meditation, or in relaxing, or in making love, playing music, doing art, then it is a healthy pathway.
If you are trying to \”save\” or \”rescue\” your parents, then it is a pressure that it is impossible, and it will lead you to falling off the tracks. We cannot \”save\” an unhappy situation like that. Taking responsibility to help others in this way leads to \”losing the self\” – so here is a loss of self. The rational mind does live in the same \”field\” as the self – in the Kabbalistic tree of Life, it is in the same column as self. So if you try so hard for something outside which you are really not responsible for, then you are giving up yourself and with that, the rational mind.